What are my values? My ambitions? My dreams? I have been lost lately. I think I have over complicated everything. Looked for answers too hard. In wrong places. Now I know.
Someone has reminded me in three words: love, beauty and universe.
I want to discover and to appreciate. To admire, to value. I just want to be able to dream. Experience the world. To feel.
Emotions is what makes life worthwhile. All the feelings.
I understand. The purpose of life. That long debated purpose and reason and all the questions. Life doesn’t stand. And we shouldn’t care or worry about life. It flows itself. People have influence. But they can’t stop it. So they shouldn’t try.
I want to kill the logic inside me. The instinct. The common sense. To live my fantasy.
Sounds around me. City around me. Inspiration.
Where have I been? Now I see it. I want to create. To be influenced by what I adore. By these little things. I feel like I’m on drugs.
My favourites are film and poetry. And painting. And drawing. You can express such an amplitude of emotions. It makes it art. The flow of feelings. Becoming material.
I need to get my camera back. I want to film. For now I will buy some pastels and paper. And books.
Categories: Feelings · Life
Tagged: art, emotions, inspiration, Life
