My world is so surreal these days. It’s like I am be sitting in a waiting room with a lot of passers by. I’m not interacting with anyone because they are so sure about their destinations. So I’m just sitting there looking around. Not knowing when the next train is or where it is going. On my own in a room with lots of people. Anticipating. Occasionally making eye contact with a person waiting in the other end of the room. It’s not a dream. It just feels like it should be. Somewhere between dreams and reality lies this universe of delusive existence.
Entries from September 2008
And so… mysteries of the world
September 11, 2008 · Leave a Comment
I have been in this really bad mood lately. For weeks now. It has nothing to do with other people or myself even. I think it’s just something else. Even talking about this dampens my mood.
I think I lost motivation. I mean it was lost for a while. I’m getting it back. I was posing too many questions about the importance of things. Why is art important? Why is science important? What is important? Is there anything? The answer to that is still absent.
But when I think about it again… Possibly nothing is globally important. Or universally. Things only have a personal importance to each individual. Art is important to ME because it allows me to express my feelings and ideas visually. Science is important to ME because it helps me pose more questions about the space-time I am a part of. It all is about reality. About analysing the world. Art explores concepts in society and science explores more fundamental mysteries of what are we made of. Both of these are down to earth missions. I think so. However different they are.
Dreamlike realities at nighttime.
Categories: Feelings · World
Tagged: art, Feelings, Life, science
